This week for my post I felt inspired by a blog post one
of our sparklers Christine Figueroa did on her blog. It
seemed like a great opportunity for reflection and growth. If you like it, I
encourage you to pop out your journal and write a letter to your younger-self...Love Ciara
Dear Younger Self,
Life is never going to be easy, but the good times will
always outweigh the bad times. The funny thing is that you will never regret
the bad times, because they helped you learn some things that you needed to
learn. Older Ciara is the same way as you are now, and has to learn by
experiencing things for herself. I wish I could tell you situations to avoid,
but that would be counterproductive. You need to experience those things and
fall a little to grow. Just remember that ultimately you will learn SO MUCH by
humbling yourself when you mess up. Go ahead, make those stupid mistakes. Just
do not do the big ones, because we know those are a bad idea…hahaha
A big thing you need to know, is that accepting and agreeing
are NOT the same thing. You do not have to agree with the choices your peers
make to accept them. Continue accepting people for who they are, people will
love that about you. A lot of the friends you have now are going to be around
for a long time. On the other end of that, some of the friends you have now are
not going to end up being one of your life long besties. That is okay!! Life is
going to get busy and you will not have time for everyone you have ever shared
a memory with. Make time for the friends who make time for you. You have a lot
of love to share, and sometimes this allows you to get hurt. There will be
times when friends hurt you, but know that there is nothing wrong with you and
your ability to love others. You have a tendency to go above and beyond for
your friends, always continue to do that, even if they do not reciprocate that.
Do not regret showing service to those you love, because that is what we are
meant to do.
Your family is always going to be there for you and they
will surprise you in your hardest times. Each one of them have made stupid
choices in their life, so they get it. Do not be afraid to lean on them. Like I
said they have made stupid choices in their life before, and they are not
perfect. If you expect them to be patient with you, be patient with them as
well.
Be patient your first year of college. Your high school
friends are not going to forget you, trust me. You are going to be lonely at
first, but I promise you it is going to get so much better! The first few
Friday nights are not going to be exciting, but making friends takes time.
Eventually you are going to make lifelong friends, and you are going to wonder
how you made it through your life this far without them. People make
college sound like a big scary monster, but it is not that scary. If you can
survive the IB program in high school you can survive college. Also, do not always
choose the “grown up” choice and turn down plans because you have too much
homework. College is only 4 years, so it will be worth it to do those plans and
stay up into the wee hours of the night to finish those assignments.
You are also going to fall in love, and that cheesy stuff
you made fun of is going to make sense. At this point I wish I could tell you
about your future husband, but I have not met him yet to tell you about it.
What I can tell you is that you are going to fall in love at some point, and it
is not going to work out. God put you two in each others life for a reason,
and it is no mistake that he comes into your life. Nothing is wrong with you or
the first guy you fell in love with, it just was not meant to be. You are going to
hurt and struggle with it not working, but you will get through it. People may
warn you about your relationship, try to help, and give advice. You do what is
best for you. Trust yourself Ciara because eventually you make the right decision,
but if you do it before you are ready it will not turn out well. There is one
good thing about it not working out with him, eventually it will work out with
the right one.
Your relationship with your Heavenly Father and your Savior
will grow so much as you get older. The power of the Atonement will come to
mean so much to you. Read your scriptures because you learn so much when you
do. Always keep your sight on the temple.
You are sometimes going to love your body and sometimes you
are not going to. Your body does not define who you are or what you have to
offer. There are a lot of things you think will not ever be possible because of
your body but if you work hard enough they become possible. When you accomplish
the impossible it is going to feel so good! No matter what your body looks
like, you are beautiful! You have a personality that people gravitate towards,
and that also makes you so beautiful. When you have a passion for something you
go for it, and you are going to make a difference in the world.
With Love,
Your Older Self
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